WE
DO NOT LOSE HEART
A sermon by Rev. Richard Miller,
Minister of Trinity United Church, Montreal, QC. February 22, 2004.
2 Corinthians 3:12 4:2.
Therefore,
having this ministry by the mercy of God, we do not lose heart.
2
Corinthians 4.1
I remember that it was about 25
years ago when I heard this scripture passage for the first time. Now I may have read it before then I
probably did. And I may have even listened
to someone else read it I can't say for sure. But I recall very well the occasion when I first really
"heard" this scripture; and if I were to root around in my
old files, I might even discover the exact date.
I can tell you that the place was
Huntington, West Virginia, where I was Minister at Ebenezer United Methodist
Church, so that puts it between 1969 and 1974.
The guest preacher at the church anniversary that year was the Rev. Cain
Felder who today is Professor of New Testament Language and Literature at
Howard University in Washington, D.C.
My heart thrilled as I listened to him read and preach this scripture,
and I have regretted many times that I did not tape-record that service.
In verse 1 of chapter 4, St. Paul
says, "Having this ministry by the mercy of God, we do not lose
heart," or as some translations put it, "we do not become
discouraged." But, you know, I
find that from time to time in the church we do become discouraged and lose
heart about our various ministries. I
can tell you that there are times when I personally become
discouraged. In fact, there have been
times when I have just about given up and quit. Times when I have felt that surely there was some other way
some better way for me to live as a Christian and to serve God than in the
ministry of the church. And I have
wondered how St. Paul of all people with all the problems and difficulties
that he faced how he could be so confident and say, "...we do not lose
heart".
And then I have known people in
congregations who have lost heart.
Christian people have sometimes said to me, "You know, I have tried
and tried to be a good neighbour to the person next door, and I never seem to
get anywhere." And they have told me that they have put their life into
the work of the church, but they are not sure that they would do it again. They have said that this business of
Christian discipleship is often a lonely thing and a discouraging thing. They have lost heart.
But then, are we really alone in our
ministry? Aren't we part of a
fellowship called the church? Are we
not members of the body of Christ? Aren't we united with fellow Christians in prayer and praise, in
mutual support and upbuilding as we bear one another's burdens? Is not the church that place where we engage
together in ministry, so that we are not just isolated and scattered
individuals?
Yes, that is what the church is all
about, isn't it? But you know and
I know that churches can also become discouraged that there are times
when even the church of Jesus Christ seems to lose heart. In fact, I have known a number of
congregations who at some time have become discouraged. And they have done so for a wide variety of
reasons. Sometimes the reason was the
Sunday school: the children didn't
come. Or they did come and were a
problem because the rest of us no longer remembered what it is like to be a
child. Sometimes the reason for
discouragement was the choir, or the women's group, or the youth organization,
or the lack of response to the church's programs by the community or even by
the membership. Sometimes a church
becomes discouraged because it can't find a minister, or someone to play music,
or volunteer leaders. Sometimes
dwindling numbers and finances are the causes.
Sometimes the loss of heart is caused by dissension among Christian
sisters and brothers in the congregation, and still other times it may result
from decisions taken by the Presbytery or the General Council.
So then, even as the church, we may
become discouraged in this business of Christian discipleship. We may lose heart. We may lose heart to the place that we don't care much any more,
and so we sit back and let someone else do it.
Then if it doesn't get done or if it doesn't get done right, it is
someone else's fault. And so again I
ask: With all the discouragement that
can be experienced in the church, how on earth can St. Paul say, "We do
not lose heart"?
Now there is a clue for us in the
text. St. Paul says to the Corinthians
that the reason he does not lose heart and the reason they should not lose
heart is because they have their ministry by the mercy of God. I believe that what St. Paul is saying
to them and to me and to us is this:
that unless we understand and believe that the ministry we have is by
the mercy of God unless we understand that, we will surely lose heart; we
will surely become discouraged; we will surely give up, for the load is
heavy and we do not have enough strength to carry it alone.
One reason that some people lose
heart is that we are so aware of our own imperfections; and sometimes we are
also quite aware of the flaws in other people too. But if we read a few lines later in chapter 4, we find that St.
Paul tells us that we have this treasure in earthen vessels or in common
clay pots. When you go home, read
verses 5 11 of chapter 4, but for now I would like to share with you a story
that a colleague told recently at a meeting.
It is a story about a Vashti
in India, which is the name for a water bearer someone who carries water from
the spring or the stream to the house.
I think this story has something to say to us when we become
discouraged.
"THE CRACKED POT"
A Vashti or water
bearer in India had two large pots, each hung on each end of a pole which he
carried across his neck. One of the pots had a crack in it, and while the other
pot was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water at the end of the
long walk from the stream to the master's house, but the cracked pot arrived
only half full. For a full two years this went on daily, with the bearer
delivering only one and a half pots full of water in his master's house. Of
course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments. But the poor cracked
pot was ashamed of its own imperfections, and miserable that it was able to
accomplish only half of what it had been made to do.
After two years of what it perceived to be a bitter failure, it spoke to the water bearer one day by the stream. "I am ashamed of myself, and I want to apologize to you." "Why?" asked the bearer. "What are you ashamed of?" I have been able, for these past two years, to deliver only half my load because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your master's house. Because of my flaws, you have to do all of this work and you don't get full value for your efforts," the pot said.
The water bearer felt
sorry for the old cracked pot and in his compassion he said, "As we return
to the master's house I want you to notice the beautiful flowers along the
path." Indeed, as they went up the
hill, the old cracked pot took notice of the sun warming the beautiful wild
flowers on the side of the path, and this cheered it some. But at the end of
the trail, it still felt bad because it had leaked out half its load, and so
again it apologized to the bearer for its failure.
The bearer said to the pot,
"Did you notice that there were flowers only on your side of the path but
not on the other pot's side? That's because I have always known about your
flaw, and I took advantage of it. I planted flower seeds on your side of the
path, and every day while we walk back from the stream, you've watered them.
For two years I have been able to pick these beautiful flowers to decorate my
master's table. Without you being just the way you are, he would not have this
beauty to grace his house."
When he finished telling the story, Jim Knapp
said that
each
of us has our own unique flaws. We're all cracked pots (maybe even crackpots).
But if we will allow it, the Lord will use our flaws to grace His Father's
table. In God's great economy, nothing goes to waste.
So as we seek ways to minister
together and as God calls you to the tasks He has appointed for you, don't be
afraid of your flaws. Acknowledge them and allow Him to take advantage of them,
and you, too, can be the cause of beauty in His house.
Whenever you and I become discouraged
in our Christian walk whenever we lose heart in our ministries of love and
service to others, let us remember the story of the cracked pot. It may well be that the things that we find
discouraging are creating beautiful flowers in the lives of others, and so we
are making wonderful contributions to the Masters house.
Amen.